a REALLY mommy lunch

My baby Sarah was being a little difficult and I calmed her by telling her that she could have a SPECIAL lunch if she stopped WHINING ........ I know now that I can officially change her outlook with cheese,grapes and ABC tater tots. WOW call me amazed

finished product ..... it will grow !!!!!

we got our hair fixed and it will grow . Jill did a REALLY good job with what she had left on her head :)

Sarah got a hold of scissors ...... GOD help me

Please EVERYONE put your scissors out of sight and reach so you don't have to learn the hard way like I did . Sarah scalped herself yesterday . I thank GOD she did not hurt herself and hair grows back eventually . I am blessed with my husband and my daughter and friends that got me thru this . I have not cried that hard in a LONG time . I took her to get it fixed and it does look better .

Becca rolled over for the 1st time

once again something to remind me how fast they grow up :(

NEW hair for Heather

OK I went for the hair change since I am turning 35 on friday and I do like it .... actually I need to get used to it :)

Mommy's girls .... I LOVE them to pieces

The pic is just to show you how lucky I am and BLESSED beyond words . Today at church I made my way up to the alter to ask GOD for forgiveness and to please teach me PATIENCE in everyday life (with my 3 yr old at the moment) . I was moved by something or someone to perform this task and I hope he heard me when I called . I found pastors message to be overwhelmingly needed and it really made me think . I don't think that many people feel that they could possibly be DENIED entrance into God's kingdom for not giving it their ALL or "every effort" in their daily lives here on earth , but , truth be told ..... many people are SUNDAY CHRISTIANS and don't even think about God the rest of the week and I am guilty myself of doing the same . I am trying harder all the time to remember why and how I am here . I love the saying that through GOD all things are possible . I am trying to be more of a Godly person ...... yes I do some cussing and will have the occasional beer or margarita and I do lose my temper , but , I KNOW God loves me and is watching over me no matter what and that makes me feel SAFE . SAFE is a really nice feeling . One last note before I go to bed ...... welcome home to my parents and I am happy you made it back safely from Destin ..... I LOVE you both :)

Disney on Ice w/ Daddy

today was the day Sarah has been waiting for and she was sooooooo very excited . She bathed and did her hair and make up (not really, but she thought so) and we even let her wear her Cinderella dress out in public ..... they are not kids very long guys :(
I LOVED seeing her so happy .
side thought : These moments are when I really think that I am too DAMNED uptight about alot of stuff ....... let her be a kid ..... just relax ...... I need to learn patience in a bad way . I am really ashamed of how much of a BITCH I can be sometimes to my child . Well enough of my ranting ...... I am praying to GOD to teach me patience ...... LIFE is too short to be angry . I also wanted to share the quote that I found from Dr. Seuss that I LOVE and I want to live by this it is WONDERFUL .....
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind." is that GREAT or what ??????